New Woman

Am I there yet? Am I a new woman yet? No! But I am on the path. This week has been good, if only a few days.

I think having written some of my thoughts was therapeutic. Then add that I have been actually doing the things that I committed to doing has helped as well. What have I been doing?

Writing
Praying
Running and Stretching
Taking a few minutes a day for me
Eating healthy
Tackling some of the hard things
Letting go
Getting into a routine

This is the first time, in awhile, that I have felt this good for consecutive days and its been a different feel than my sporadic days here and there. I feel lighter. There have even been some incidents in which I would have wallowed in sorrow thereafter, that I just picked myself back up and continued on. Yay! So if I can stick to my routine that I am starting, I should be able to conquer and get back to my old self. Man! That, in itself, is exciting. How motivating!

However, even as it good as it seems, I am going to have to perform some damage control. Meaning, I have some people that haven’t wanted to be around my bitterness and sadness. I also have things that I wasn’t motivated to get done that I need to do asap. I will have to work on repairing some things. But that’s ok. It can be done. And I know that I will be a better person in the end.

Life is good. I hope that I am helping someone else by writing and sharing so much!